i'm sorry if i deleted some of u i just didnt feel like sharing my thoughts with u lol
so i wont add u unless i know u.. 

vanessa get the fuck out of here

 omg omg omg omg! i cant fucking wait.

ughh i hate my mom i mean shes not even my mom so ugh shes she fucking annoying i hate that bitch !!
i hope she dies sppn !!! 
 today i ate 2 grapes im starving

&&& steve iso fucking bitchy i hate him he told everyone that i did drugs gtfo stupid asshole

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She said
"Don't, don't let it go to your head
Boys like you are dime a dozen
Boys like you are dime a dozen"
She said
"You're a touch overrated,
You're a lush and I hate it,
But these grass stains on my knees
They won't mean a thing"

And all I (all I)
Need to know (need to know)
Is that I'm something you'll be missing
(is that I'm something that you're missing)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...

I'd never lie to you
Unless I had to I'll do what I got to
Unless I had to I'll do what I got to, the truth
Is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt

And all I (all I)
Need to know (need to know)
Is that I'm something you'll be missing
(is that I'm something that you're missing)
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...

Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be the last chance you get to drop my name
Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be the last chance you get to drop my name

If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)

Maybe I should hate you for this
(If only you knew half as much as you pretend to)
Maybe I should hate you for this
(If only you knew half as much as you pretend to)

You've got this new head filled up with smoke
I've got my veins all tangled close
To the jukebox bars you frequent
The safest place to hide
A long night spent with your most obvious weaknesses
You start shaking at the thought
You are everything I want
'Cause you are everything I'm not

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly
While I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way

My inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit
In time, it says, 'You, oh, you are so cool.'
Scissor-shaped across the bed
You are red, violent red
You hollow out my hungry eyes
You hollow out my hungry eyes

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)

I'm gonna make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
I'll make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far...

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way (worst way)

I'm gonna make damn sure
I just wanna break you down so badly
I just wanna break you down so badly (damn sure)
In the worst way (worst way)

so i was called emo today at the mall.. by some stupid 11 yearold fucking sluts.. well im sorry at atleast i have personality cuz u all look the same stupid bitches

ben and naomi are together again.. i hate this day so fucking much i hate my life.
i hate st valentines day

i totally forgot i had a livejournal..sorry im superbusy right now byee

im going to japan!!!!!
sarah is coming too but anyway..

sarah asked me what do i want for xmas and i said her "i just want u to go away..i want my family back i loved when it was just the 2 of us (daddy&me)" and she told my dad what i say so..both cried and were like your so mean amy rose sarah just want to be you're friend..
ugh i hate my parents i hatemy life..

i saw ryan ross today at the mall!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
got2go im hungry..

k so sarah came to my room today and she was totally like why your so mean with me? i love you amy!
i want to be your friend
sorry but i cant be your friend cause you took my dad away from me.. we were perfect we were the best family in the world..
anyway..she stayed her for more than two hours and we chatted and she was like i think u spend too much time in your computer and u are always wearing dark clothes !! and you're hair is always covering ur face ur so pretty why r u trying to hide yourself and i was like stfu old lady!!! well k shes not really old but like shes 29 she knows nothing and i told her its my style stfu go away and then she said that i was always hanging out with boys why dont i have any girlfriends or something.. cuz i swear she thinks i should go out with cassie the girl who works with her and i am like no way shes a stupid slut everybody knows that she is always having sex when theyre parents are not in home.. and sarah said omg u are jealous cuz shes a sweet girl

ughh i hate my life. brb killing myself..hha jk okkk

i saw ben's girlfriend at the mall today and man she looks fatter now.. k probs just like a few lbs but anyways..hhahaha yeah im mean so what

i'm grounded from my computer..cuz i got home drunk.. k sarah u are not even my mom so why do you care ? why dont u take care of your stupid little daughter cuz honestly she needs u more..ugh i hate you!!! if it wasnt for u i would be right now with ben.. ugh

anyway i got lots of candy hahahahhaaha cuz ben&i went trick or treating yesterday yah we r old for that but whatevs we like that..bleh
got2go "mom" is back from the supermarket... hate her.

i got a new car!!!! thx dad!!! i luv you!!!
haah as if he read my journal..
about ben.. ugh idk right.. dont really wanna talk about that


he is coming over today though.. im so stupid i cant say no...

You told me on your birthday all the things that this place had done to you.
And in the streets you walk.
You hide your face because they don't believe that it's true.

They say it doesn't happen that often.
But it's happening right now.

I'm writing you this letter to let you know I'm not alright. And in this city the streets are paved with hate And you cry yourself to sleep tonight.
And say "no, there aren't enough love songs in the sky."
You counted down the days till you could say "Bye-bye, city, bye-bye."
You're walking down on Union.
You see the roads and know they're apart of you.

They say it doesnt happen that often
But it's happening right now.

I'm writing you a second time.
To let you know nothing here has changed.
The streets are still paved with hate.
So you can cry yourself to sleep tonight.

Will you look back on this night.
As the day that ruined your life.
Will you look back on these city streets and say,
"Oh, God, where are you?"
In these city streets I hide my face.
I turn away when you look at me
And every night when I try and sleep.
I feel your hands all over my body.

You stripped away the street signs and shot out all the stop lights.
If you smashed away all the building what would you have left?

hes a fucking loser i hate him.. i deserve more than that..